I feel weird. I can't shake it off.
It's been like this since yesterday, that black monday that nothing happened.
I just got weird again.
Nothing of importance has truly happened.
So, what the fuck's going on in my head?
I fear for this. I've always did. That, like most drugs, my body would become used to the drug...and it would act less and less. The same way it goes to the illegal drugs. You crave for more.
Is this really happening? Or am I just feeling...weird?
All that dread - fears and absurdities - are coming back to my head.
Oh no, no, no, I thought I was cured of this shit. No, not again.
Not again.
