Well, here I am, it's 1:25 AM, I won't be able to sleep at all this night. All because of a single mistake. I forgot to bring along with me in my bag, the PArnate I was supposed to took at lunchtime. But I had none in my backpack....I just forgot to check that the night before.
So I got home, by 6:30 PM and took them, 20 mg of Parnate.
The only problem is that Parnate....causes insomnia. That's why you can only take it in the morning and by midday, preferrably before 3 PM, according to the drug's general notes.
So, I guess it doesn't matter if I already took 2 Rivotril. I just can't sleep. Just can't.
Well, then I thought, let's get up and do something. And I got this thing here - a series of questions they put up on tmblr or those sites, y'know. It's really most romantic mumbo-jumbo, I supose - but fuck it, I've got insomnia, I've got time, it's not even 2 AM, so let's give these questions a try:
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
This one girl named Fabiana, back in 2005. Terrible mistake on my part, actually, but let's not get into that.
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Is there a word for anything "shier" than shy?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Well, I could meet up with Rafael. It's been a while.
4. Are you easy to get along with?
It all depends. If the environment I'm in is somehow aggressive to me - I get grumpy. But nowadays, thanks to this drug I've been taking, I'm a lot easier to talk to.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
No can do. There isn't such a person.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Nope. Too personal.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Not a chance in hell.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Right now? I remebered Emma Watson, right now, somehow.
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
You betcha.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My sister. The younger one.
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
Description of an antidepressant for my sister. Wow. That's exciting, innit?
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
1- In Our Prime(Black Keys) | 2- Turn Blue(Black Keys) | 3- Duress(Swervedriver) | 4- My Mathematical Mind(Spoon) | 5- Moneymaker(Black Keys)
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Yeah, specially since I've got almost no hair at all these days, it just feels like a brush. "Baby's hair", I've been told. But it feels nice.
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I believe in BAD luck and no miracles.
15. What good thing happened this summer?
It ain't summer yet down here, so fuck this question.
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Nope. No way.
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Yes.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
No can do. It's imaginary.
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Not really, no.
20. Do you like your neighbors?
Nope.
21. What are you bad habits?
Fuck me, this would take a full blog's entry. Let's say compress it to mostly smoking, way too much.
22. Where would you like to travel?
Europe - the whole of it.
23. Do you have trust issues?
I'd say yes.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Getting back home.
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
Fucking residual fat on my stomach.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Go and take a piss, generally.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
The way it is is just fine - not any darker nor lighter. Fuck this question.
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My real friends, my younger sister.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Nope.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
Never.
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
My hair is less than 0,5 cm tall. So...no.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Screw celebrities? Nah, pass. Fuck that shit to hell.
33. Spell your name with your chin.
What the fuck?
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I don't play sports but I get a lot of exercise.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
Fuck TV. To hell. But let us keep music. Music is life.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
More than you'd imagine.
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Nothing. It's a silence, after all.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Nope. Too personal.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Stores? Shop? Well, the only place I purchase things nowadays is Verdemar.
40. What do you want to do after high school?
Oh I see the target audience for this shit. High school. That's long gone, pal.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yeah, but not a third.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
Generally lost in depressive thoughts.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Nope.
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Bottom of the ocean.
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
My fucking alarm blaring on my head.
46. What are you paranoid about?
That I'm a bad person, in some ways. That I suck at many things. Oh, the list is fucking endless, believe me.
47. Have you ever been high?
I am high right now.
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yep. I hate getting drunk though.
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Yep, I suppose.
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Dark blue.
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Of course. Who hasn't?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
A pinch less of irrational fear, please.
53. Favourite makeup brand?
What the fuck? ahahahahahahaha
54. Favourite store?
Verdemar.
55. Favourite blog?
Haven't been following no blogs nowadays.
56. Favourite colour?
Green.
57. Favourite food?
Can't decide. There are too many options.
58. Last thing you ate?
Bread with cream cheese.
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Bread with margerine.
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Never.
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Nope.
62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope.
63. Ever been in love?
Nope.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
Fuck off.
65. Are you hungry right now?
No, just eaten this bread.
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
Don't got no tumblr.
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Can I die instead?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Would be rude if I died right now?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
Nope.
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Rafael, Gabriel
71. Craving something? What?
Sleep. I'd love to sleep right now. Only I can't.
72. What colour are your towels?
Red...and green.
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Three.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Nope.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
None.
75. Favourite animal?
Dragons. Don't care if they're fictional.
76. What colour is your underwear?
Black.
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla.
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Pistachios.
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Grey.
80. What colour pants?
Grey.
81. Favourite tv show?
Could it be an extinct TV show? The IT Crowd, then. If not, I'm not really following anything on TV.
82. Favourite movie?
Fight Club.
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
What? Haven't seen any of htese, and I don't hink I should ever watch 'em.
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Since I've watched 21 Jump Street and not the other, 21 Jump Street it is.
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Dunno what the fuck you're talking about.
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory.
87. First person you talked to today?
My coworker Valquiria.
88. Last person you talked to today?
My mum.
89. Name a person you hate?
Justin Bieber. I hate that fucker.
90. Name a person you love?
Love? Er?...what the fuck...?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Yes, but I'm not gonna tell who it is.
92. In a fight with someone?
Yep.
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
Around 10.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
Around 3.
95. Last movie you watched?
Django Unchained.
96. Favourite actress?
Jodie Foster.
97. Favourite actor?
Edward Norton.
98. Do you tan a lot?
I can't tan. I just get burnt.
99. Have any pets?
Yes, a cat and a parrot.
100. How are you feeling?
Fine. I guess. And high.
101. Do you type fast?
Nope. "Cato milho", how we say round here.
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
The list is fucking endless, believe me.
103. Can you spell well?
I guess.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Of course. Friends from my courses, at college.
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Eh? I supposed, because we've buitl a fire so big one time at the beach that no one would stand nearby the fucking pyre.
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
I don't think so, no.
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes, but I fucking hate riding horses.
108. What should you be doing?
Sleeping.
109. Is something irritating you right now?
Lack of sleep.
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Hmmm.....I suppose. Can't remember.
111. Do you have trust issues?
Yes.
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My younger sister.
113. What was your childhood nickname?
Marquinhos.
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yes.
115. Do you play the Wii?
No. Never have, actually.
116. Are you listening to music right now?
You betcha. Massive Attack, to be exact.
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Yes, when I could eat soup. No longer. (Meds)
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Same as above. No can do no more.
119. Favourite book?
Sargento Getúlio, João Ubaldo Ribeiro.
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Nope.
121. Are you mean?
Sometimes. But not often.
122. Is cheating ever okay?
Cheating is never OK.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Nope. That's why I use black boots.
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope.
125. Do you believe in true love?
I'd like to. But these days I'm not believing in love at all.
126. Are you currently bored?
I guess. 2:40 AM and here I am, fillingin this bullshit.
127. What makes you happy?
A lot of things. Weekends...money...weed...guitars...the list goes on and on.
128. Would you change your name?
Yes. Not sure to what else, though.
129. What your zodiac sign?
Virgo.
130. Do you like subway?
The franchise of footlong sandwiches? I love it.
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Get pissed the fuck off, internally. Externally, I just say the 3 words. They scare the fuck off anyone.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My younger sister.
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
"Turn Blue", The Black Keys.
134. Can you count to one million?
Can you count to one, two three? (insert middle finger salute here)
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
Man, I really can't remember. Maybe that I was straight when I should've said the truth.
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed and locked tightly.
137. How tall are you?
1,76m
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Straight.
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Blonde.
140. Summer or Winter?
Summer.
141. Night or Day?
Day.
142. Favourite month?
Favorite month? What the fuck? OK, whateve month I'm on vacation, does that count as an answer?
143. Are you a vegetarian?
No way. I'm almost a carnivore.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Dark.
145. Tea or Coffee?
Coffee. Always, coffee.
146. Was today a good day?
SSDD. Same Shit, Different Days. So it was OK, I guess, because I'm feeling fine at the moment, taking these(prescribed) drugs.
147. Mars or Snickers?
Never had neither, so I dunno.
148. What’s your favourite quote?
The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. - Friederich Nietzsche.
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Nope.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"Porky Pig Is a great character, and he's been around for years." - the book is: Animating The Looney Tunes Way. Uahahahahah.
What a load of bullshit questions. These tumblr fools are quite fools indeed.
