Hard times, hard measures. No, I'm not talking about my state of mind...which seems to be a pendulum, going to hell and heaven, back and forth, to and fro.
I'm talking about the people you sometimes need to let go off your life.
Sometimes, you have to ask, "what am I getting from all of this?" - each friendship is a relationship as well. Ups and downs. Everyone knows that.
But sometimes, it comes a point when you just need to do a sweep. Clean the slate.
Let them go. Forever.
The person I'm talking about says he doesn't read this shit(with a fucking emphasis on the "SHIT" factor, according to him). Okay. I feel the need to write anyhow.
Yes, we were friends. Good friends. Then 2014 happened. This nightmare of a fucked up piece of shit year. Honestly, it's been one of the worse of my life, if not THE worst.
All that mess I got involved in since March, ended yesterday. a bitter end, I must say.
Because I let it go. No more. I'm not sticking around a person whose sayings go from "All women are worthless; if they weren't, beggars wouldn't have them as well.", and "Women are like fucking mats, you have to step over them; the more you do, the more they'll like you." and shit similar to these.
A person who wouldn't hesitate to cheat on his fiancé.
But the final drop in the bucket was his homophobia, mixed with some of these sayings - "You are like a woman alright, because you are not rational."
He managed to insult me and women and the same time.
That's not a person I want around me.
No more.
Farewell...and have a good life. But without me as a friend.