Fuck my life. Due to those bastards - I don't know what else to blame - coffin nails, I've got a fucking sinusitis. In my case, it leaves me like I got the flu - aching body and excessive mucous emissions, discomfort, etc. I should be in my fucking bed, not sitting here at this fucking office.
Nothing can be done now but endure the whole thing and pray that it doesn't turns out to be bacterial - otherwise I'll have to go to the fucking doctor, take exams, take antibiotics. Goddammit this shit. I've almost completely stopped smoking these fags for now, at least. And I've been clogged with mucus for quite some time now, it's being expelled day by day, each day that passes without a coffin nail.
Fucking cigarretes, fuck me. I really shouldn't have been hooked to them in the first place. But this kinda thing almost always happens everytime I took on smoking - after a while, my body simply rejects it - by giving me these sleeepless nights, or sinusitis. This time, though, it took way longer than usual...
Meanwhile, I can't do shit - I can't work out, or else my head will explode, I can't smoke, can't even walk properly withou feeling the pain all over my body. And since a most unusual "winter" has descended upon us, I feel even worse, like I got a fever or something - yesterday I had to put on several layers of clothing to get through the night.
Some might say, "it's the fucking lack of humidity", and they would be right also, since this can really contribute to fucking sinusitis. I hate the rain, but I admit, we need the fucking thing. Specially since our water reservoirs won't last forever. And just yesterday, I saw something that I should have done something about - a fucking "madam" washing the fucking...asphalt in front of her house with water. I should have let it rip - "Fucking cow! Go waste water in the seven gates of hell, motherfucker!"
Instead, I just muttered, "fucking bitch, stop wasting water." I don't know if the fucking cow heard me - I guess not. And that's a resident of one of the most well- known neighbourhoods of this city, that includes "the cream" of our society. The cream proved to be ignorant and obnoxious. Wash asphalt?? Go to hell, bitch.
Meanwhile, things are almost the same. Worsened now by this inflammation of hell. Last time, I did stop smoking and it went away on its own. I hope it does the same thing, this time.
Remember kids, do not smoke. It is really shit. Still makes me wonder why the FUCK tobbacco is legalized, and cannabis not. I assure you, cannabis does much less damage than these coffin nails.
Well, can't do shit but browse the web aimlessly while this thing endures, since the slightest form of exercise will make my head hurt.
Oh well. Maybe next time I won't fall for the trick of cigarrettes.
