Lost At Sea.

Lost at sea, lost at life -
no navigation tools or compass
to guide me -
just lost, so lost.
I've been a broken machine,
since I was born,
a handfull of pills
seemed to fixed me,
but no, oh no,
because I'm still lost
at sea
at life
No one beside me
but virtual friends,
virtual lovers,
and as the day comes
they hover, and disappear.
leaving me here,
lost.
No problems have been fixed
I'm still a fucking Omega,
left behind by the pack.
my past is my present
and my present is my past,
I don't drink, I don't drive,
I don't stay alive,
I simply am.
Lost.
A modern fucking clown,
shaved head, and bearing
handlebars 'stache,
I don't know why.
People stare, people laugh
at this post modern
neo nazi from the XVIII
century, I don't know why,
a cry for help, maybe,
a warning sign,
This man is lost,
this clown is Omega,
left behind
from almost
everyone
everywhere,
everyone I've ever met,
they carry on,
and thrive,
while I'm still lost at sea,
lost at life,
no future, no future,
People get married,
get boyfriends,
get a life -
what do I got?
A shaved head
handlebars 'stache,
and the general
laughter of all around
me. Lost. Lost. Lost.
No compass, no tools,
just a fucking fool,
Lost, utterly lost,
at life, at sea.